Once upon a time...

braveconundrum @ 2007-03-18T17:32:00

2007-03-18T21:30:53Z

help me

2006-12-21T06:20:20Z

I'm in a downward spiral

towards the greater good.....

it's making me thing irrationally, but what is rationality anyway?

braveconundrum @ 2006-12-05T23:32:00

2006-12-06T03:32:57Z

it's not that I want to shave my head,

I like my hair...

I just want to prove that I can be the same person... and just as attractive

it's only hair I mean it groes back!?

braveconundrum @ 2006-10-16T18:55:00

2006-10-16T22:52:13Z

i spent too much money on makeup
and now I look like a dirty whore.
my mother would never let me leave the house like this.

other than that I am extremely happy

oh my god oh my god

2006-10-09T01:55:57Z

oh my god oh my god I am such a genius!

I got bleach all over the bottom of my black work pants and I couldn't wear them anymore so I took them in and hemmed them so now the fit PERFECTLY and I hid the bleach completely

oh man I am so fucking awesome.

uh, p.s. I did it all by myself!

braveconundrum @ 2006-10-05T19:19:00

2006-10-05T23:16:06Z

protests are beautiful

braveconundrum @ 2006-09-27T02:14:00

2006-09-27T06:11:34Z

i probably don't want to live in florida forever

braveconundrum @ 2006-09-26T02:21:00

2006-09-26T06:18:36Z

hey

where is chelsea erickson?

braveconundrum @ 2006-09-25T02:32:00

2006-09-25T06:31:41Z

remember that time that I made a bullet hole on my leg? then I went to that record store downtown.. can't think of the name.. tower! that's it I think.. then someone asked me if I was ok and I thought it was funny.

I got a sudden craving for the D .. tenaciously.

maybe moreso a craving for things that have already happened.

braveconundrum @ 2006-09-13T22:38:00

2006-09-14T02:36:38Z

I'm so stoked on this

braveconundrum @ 2006-09-05T23:36:00

2006-09-06T03:35:20Z

bodies were amazing

mentally preparing through ciggarette to paint flowers for next 3 hours

braveconundrum @ 2006-08-28T02:31:00

2006-08-28T06:33:47Z

"i don't want to go to the damnit melting pot"

"I don't want the damnit nemo light"

-my manager's son

"I don't know anything about the damnit hurricane"
-me

wait... there's a hurricane?

naaaahhhhhh

braveconundrum @ 2006-08-28T01:37:00

2006-08-28T05:38:17Z

self-pitty

is so unproductive

too bad i only speak in fragmeants, otherwise I might be able to really say something. maybe that's why I prefer painting moreso than writing.

more ambiguity.

which someday, might prove to be my greatest asset..

no way man I'm too anxious

when it rains,

2006-08-21T03:31:28Z

it really fucking rains

braveconundrum @ 2006-08-19T03:10:00

2006-08-19T07:11:59Z

i just feel so strangely about new significant others. no matter how anything ended, it doesn't matter, it's still such an intensley strange feeling for me.

I have so many reasons in my head why I feel this way... ah.. but who really cares...

as long as I "type" it, it gets saved via internet and other people get to read it...

that may very well be the point.

what the fuck dude...

2006-08-12T07:30:09Z

am I the only asshole that realizes.... that the U. S. of A. is a FUCKING JOKE??????

\
my jesus!!!! you don't have too look to far back to see that it's a fucking disturbed and eccenteric and really selfish being...

i wish it could function otherrwise.. but apparently that is not the case.

and i am a product of that...

can I help myself? maybe.. but will I? that's the real question...

o man this growing up thing...

2006-08-11T06:00:10Z

it really blows!!!!

did anyone warn us?

braveconundrum @ 2006-08-03T01:56:00

2006-08-03T05:56:21Z

i think all i do is hold people back

braveconundrum @ 2006-08-02T03:29:00

2006-08-02T07:30:18Z

p.s.

I've been very crafty lately

braveconundrum @ 2006-07-21T02:07:00

2006-07-20T06:08:49Z

braveconundrum @ 2006-07-13T17:21:00

2006-07-13T21:21:34Z

now playing:

jen riding around town on a little orange motorcycle

braveconundrum @ 2006-07-07T01:51:00

2006-07-07T05:53:50Z

i miss the boys...

braveconundrum @ 2006-07-03T02:54:00

2006-07-03T06:58:28Z

i wish my parents had digital cameras when i was a kid.

they're pretty new aren't they?

ooooooo

i can'r wait til i can say "Back in my day..."

blah blah

braveconundrum @ 2006-06-29T22:34:00

2006-06-30T02:37:38Z

new plan

focus focus focus

oh and,

dear zara,

your pretty cool and i wish we got to spend more time together

love,
jen

a dxirty martini and alton brown

2006-06-28T03:33:31Z

a tuesday night is well..

I had an ob-gyn appointment today at the same guy who my mom goes to... and he delivered my two brothers.. the guy was like a really sweet funny old grandfather... who looks at vaginas for a living,

anyway.. I also had to get blood drawn for tests.. hmm ... tests,, I hope nothings wrong with me.

well i have to go watch family guy now